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Mon, Sep. 10th, 2007, 01:15 pm

I've been without scales for about 1-2 weeks now, my housemate seems to have hidden them somewhere :( But it's ok, I've put some really good ones on hold, they were $150 but worth it, it does bmi and body fat % too, I can't wait to get my hands on them! I won't get them for another 3 weeks, but by then I would have been hardcore restricting (200 cal per day MAX) for 5 weeks, so those scales has better tell me I'm at 105-110!

Wed, Aug. 29th, 2007, 02:40 pm

So today at work I was eating 1/4 of a salad sandwich on multigrain, which is basically the only food I have and will eat today, and some bitch at my work walks past and is like "eating again! think of this" and grabbed her ass.

what.the.fuck. who does that?!

ive had such a good last 2 days aswell, about 200 cals each day and a heap of exercise and was feeling ok, now i'm just in the worst mood ever!

Fri, Aug. 24th, 2007, 03:14 pm

I wish I could use my normal LJ to post, but I know NONE of my friends would understand! So it's easier to just write what I want in here, and when I'm accepted into pro ana I can add a bunch of new people!

I've been in a real bad way lately , after weeks of living off liquid and no real solid foods, and when I did accidently binge I would purge straight after, my body is now rejecting all solid foods, no matter how healthy they are!

So I'm back to just liquid fasting, I see results so quickly and I LOVE the empty feeling!

Stats atm:

height: 5;6
hw: 165
lw: 129
cw: 129
gw1: 110
gw2: 100

I have lost about 15 lbs in a couple of weeks, and even thought I can see the scales going down, I still feel so upset when I look in the mirror and break down crying atleast once a day because it's so gross.